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THE GIRL I LOVED ……….

THIS IS A STORY MAYBE IT COULD BE A LOVE STORY WITH A BEAUTIFUL END BUT NOT ALWAYS WHOM YOU LOVE IS GOING TO LOVE YOU BACK AND THAT’S WHAT HAPPENED WITH A BOY OF A AGE AROUND 18-19 YRS OLD FELL FOR SOMEONE WHO HE SAW IN A REALLY STRANGE PLACE WHICH WAS NEVER EVER ; WHAT HE EXPECTED THAT’S GONNA HAPPEN. BUT NO ONE NEVER THOUGHT THE DESTINY IS A BITCH AND DO SHITTY THINGS.  HE FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE SO BEAUTIFUL, SO CUTE, SO INNOCENT, SO ADORABLE, ETC, ETC, ETC….. AND ENDLESS ADJECTIVES TO DESCRIBE HER BEAUTY. HER SMILE WAS SO CUTE THAT IT COULD HAVE EVEN MELTED DEVIL’S HEART ALSO. DEPICTING ABOUT HER BEAUTY IS LIKE THAT TASK FOR HIM WHICH HE CAN DO BEYOND THE INFINITY.

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Pubg:- the trend of the century

Pubg or PlayerUnknown’s Battlegrounds is a online multiplayer game. And after coming online in 2016 it became one of the best and most trending games of the century. Till know three seasons are already released and Fourth season is at the verse of coming for which we all are waiting to come and what new and interesting things they will come up with. With each season coming various new and innovative things are keep on coming like new maps, new guns, new armor, and many more which every Pubg player loves it. With every season coming up whether coming up of flare gun or level 3 helmet or level 3 jacket or UMP9 or whatever they come up with do not decreases the interest of the gamer’s but it makes them even more interesting.
Other things like clearly daily missions or clan training missions or else clearing missions to increase the RP level also keep the players enthusiastic and motivated. Playing solo, duet or in a squad with such a amazing graphics is actually a hell lot of fun. If we talk about graphics or gaming quality; then my personal feedback would be best thing about Pubg is it connects people around the whole world and at the same time it personally makes me or my friends fun alive because these days due to technological advancement several games are launching each day and to sustain in the market for so long they gotta provide the audience something interesting or innovative each time of update or else people will get bored from it very quickly. But it’s been more than one year and Pubg is still ruling over people’s mind.
If I need to give my personal suggestion it’s season 3 and I still play the game with same passion by which I played Pubg the very first time I downloaded it. Each time I play the game it amuse me and with Halloween and night mode coming things will become more interesting how the night is going to be different than day. It’s not completely night only rather it will change automatically will playing the game which is another plus point which I would love to give the developers. I personally didn’t played the updated game but love to play the night game how it is and something coming up with crew challenge will also be interesting to play.
Here in this post I just talked about the game from top only but with various other post coming next to it there I will go in more deep and there I will give you my tips and suggestions with personal experience.
Thank you

Things I can’t ever say you….

• You are important to me, so are your tears. With each drops dripping out of your bold eyes. I feels like ashamed of myself; not able to do anything to stop it. But hard Truth usually I’m the one responsible for those priceless endlessly sentimental tears. You means life to me, someone with whom I’m ready to spend my lifetime and I’m quite sure about we will have millions of astonishing moments. You are who is very soft from inside, very humble soul with trying so hard to show how assertive you are but let me tell you crying is not replicating how weak you are as it’s very hard to let go the emotions fighting to come out. Everyone has a hard life to survive in this cruel world and have a abundance of burden and stress and they have many more agonizing things happening. They don’t know how to show there emotions but you are so strong you accept and your emotions to let go. It’s really crucial to let it out your emotions as it will haunt. It will for forever but there you are showing me how strong you are.
• Usually when someone is having problems in his life they find someone whom they can blast on and let go the anger because they know anyhow that person wouldn’t leave them as they means so much to them. It’s really tough to keep the anger within you and release them like you do. Hats off to you baby. Nobody can be having such a strong soul like you and definitely not me.
• You are really a sweetheart baby and you should be knowing this. Thinking about you makes me get butterflies in my stomach .Nobody in this world gives so much chances to anyone these days. But you do which really shows how much I mean to you and how much you love me. Another girl would have definitely left me for my irresponsible behavior’s but you never gives up on me. I might not be a knight in shining armor but rather a person in disgrace but yet your love changed everything. You are not changing me to still being in the relationship but making me a better version of myself that I never of becoming. I know I have millions of faults but yet you find those faults to love me even more. And I’m glad I found you and loved you. And there is not only one thing for which I love you but about you everything makes me love you even more.
I Love you for forever….❤️

Are you ready to give up on me?

Sometimes I feel like I have lost the battle, the battle to make you love me back. The battle for which the way I feel for you. From now only I can see myself loosing you, the only thing of which I’m afraid of. You are too special for me to ever think about loosing you. But the hard Truth is you are now giving up on me. I thought you could do better than this better than me, but I forgot you are no God but a human like me. You always said before you will try your bestest to not give up on me. But I can’t see the urge to change me or the fight of not giving up on me. Or maybe it’s just all this things in my head cooking up all sort of bullshit but you only can clear everything out but again you don’t want to talk. I understand you feel bad talking the same horrible things which I did few moments back, but if we wouldn’t talk and clear it out then we will be on the same issue for a very long time and therefore things will go very nasty. I guess you understand this. You will find it surprising but early hanging noice of your calls really scares me the most these days. This noice I will hate it for my lifetime. But maybe I guess I will get habitual of this.
Everythings is not the same as we think but if we wouldn’t think from others perspective than we can’t figure out how other person is dealing with it. I always prefer to think through all the possible circumstances but then here you are who don’t approve all such things. You are very well aware of the things I don’t like it at all but yet being so mature and sensible person you do the same.
This is really which I presume but I know it’s not correct. You maybe always wanted more sensible and mature enough guy to take care of you, to handle you but maybe unfortunately you landed up with me who is more childish than a 5 yrs small kid. I don’t want to think, you ever regretted your decision;maybe you could have got someone with more whatever you want in him than me.

Why not me……

Many times I feel like
I should tell her

Tell her “how much does she means to me”
Tell her “how much does her smile matter to me”
Tell her “how much does her holding hands affects me”
Tell her “how much does her smell drives cravy to me “
Tell her “how much does her voices pops my heart out”

I want to tell her all this
I want to say all this
But I’m afraid

Scared how will she react
Scared what will she say
Frightened what next things gonna be happen
Yes, I afraid all this

I am terrified to see when;
I was speaking my heart out,
She might not be shocked but;
Definitely confused why now,
Why at this moment when;
She’s already in love,
Yes, already in love n that’s for sure;
I’m not that guy,
I just ask this question everyday
“WHY NOT ME”

Waiting……..

Very soon we gonna meet
What we was waiting for
Very soon I gonna see you
What I always wanted
Very soon we gonna cuddle each other
What we was doing so long on phone
Very soon we gonna kiss each others
What we always dreamed about
Very soon we gonna fulfill dreams
Very soon very soon very soon

With each counting days
My enthusiasm increases
With text now a days
My feelings increases for you even more
With each hours passing now a days
My love increases for you zillions times
With each minutes of delay in conversation
My whole life complete an earth revolution
With each seconds passing by
I love you like I never loved before

Now a days I am changed
Not a bad person but a good person
Now a days I’m changed
I smile even more
Now a days I’m changed
My love for you is even enormous
Now a days I’m changed
Like I never was……

Side effects of your love………

Like the way we look at each other
Like the way you blush
Like the way you dress
Like the way you walk
Like the way we hold hands

I just can’t forget all this
I just can’t replace all this
I just can’t have the best of it
I just can’t dream for anything else
I just can’t wish to have anything more

Whatever you have don on me
I definitely don’t know what you have done
But that’s for sure it came best out of me